I found strength within myself i never knew existed. I've been up and down more times in my life then I can count.
For to long every day was a struggle, going through the motions over and over again. I learned quickly that theres so much more to this, ill keep searching deep within. The past is buried, im absolved of my sins. But Ill always feel this hole i burnt deep into my chest. I live with this guilt I brought on myself, it never leaves my conscience, its fucking suffocating. I'm sorry that I hurt you, im sorry for all you've felt. Ill make this promise to you and myself, to never bring that pain upon anyone else. To my friends, to my family and anyone thats believed in me. I thank you all so much for the strength that you've given me.
credits
from Malignant Demo,
released April 18, 2016
All tracking, mixing and mastering by Jeremy Pickett
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